It has been some time since I have blogged. Mainly because of time restraints, and also because I do not want to write just anything that comes to my mind. I started this blog with the intention that it would be the Lord’s, not mine and that I would use it when He directed me. This post is for Him…to praise Him for His faithfulness to me and to those who trust in Him.
The past two weeks have been, unusual…for lack of a better word. My grandmother had shown signs of a stroke and she was the primary care giver to my grandfather who really couldn’t even stand up without help. My mom lives with them, but works full time. So, I gathered up the kids and left to help. I spent a week there helping my grandmother and mother. We worked on arrangements for a long term facility and spoke with an attorney about those arrangements.
There were so many unanswered questions, but, through this, I was able to pray with my grandmother. We stood in the hallway and prayed to the Lord for answers and guidence. Something I had never done with her before. My children witnessed the Lord’s provision when the long term care facility let us know that the “home” closest to my grandmother which never has room available, just happened to have a bed for my grandfather. And not only that, but that they would waive fees usually required to place a patient. At that point, it was time to get back home to my husband…
When I arrived home, I was contacted by my stepmother. My father had been put into the hospital with an intestinal blockage and a possible heart problem. He had emergency surgery.
That same week, my husband was notified that a close family friend…actually, his godfather (he was raised Catholic), had passed away. He had cancer that had spread through his body very quickly.
As I have shared this with friends, they ask me how I am keeping it together, and I just have one answer. I trust so I won’t crumble! I have such peace about it all. My life is God’s. What He does with it, is His choice. I know that He will work all things out for the good of anyone who trusts in Him. And, I trust Him! Everyday, I see the Lord working and I know that He is real. He is alive. He is working in my life and in others lives around me. And, if you don’t know this already…He wants to be a part of yours. God is good to provide, He is faithful to provide, and He is worthy of our praise! God bless you.
March 12, 2009 at 2:46 am
You stood your ground when the storm hit and you kept trusting. Nothing honors God more than for his people to trust and believe that he is bigger than their problems. That was a great lesson for your children to witness.
I hope that you are still resting in the peace of God that never leaves you.
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March 13, 2009 at 4:43 pm
I recently told a friend that I think I’m going through a “season”. She said “you mean the, prod,stretch,shape,mold, kind?” Exactly!
Since your grandparents are my in-laws we too have been dealing with and praying for them in what they are going through. On top of that we recently lost (March 4th) our neighbor and good friend to a mercifully short battle with cancer. We also just recently received news that our oldest daughter tested positive for HIV.
“I trust so I won’t crumble” is a very well put statement. I always say life is hard with God I couldn’t imagine it without Him (and don’t want to). It’s during times like these that we experience HIS peace that surpasses all understanding. That peace that surrounds us and is in us even when our hearts are breaking. What an awesome God we have!
Yes, I’m being prodded, shaped, stretched, molded! I trust my God to know exactly what I need and I trust that HE has a purpose in it all! I trust HIM with my daughter, after all HE loves her even more than I do.
I fall more in love with HIM every day!
God Bless you Jen! You do a great job following God’s lead in your blog. We love you!
March 18, 2009 at 5:46 am
Praying for you and your family!